Too much to think about

Last week, I went to my friend's house in Purwakarta, it was a nice trip. I was having so much fun there
:D

I really want to up load the photos and write about my adventures there but I can't, because since I came back to Bandung, I always busy with my home work. I don't have time just to write the story in my blog.

In this weekend, I also have a lot of home work actually, but I really want to write something.

It is not a good weekend, because I'm feeling unwell now. I have much thing to do but I'm sick. Too much to thing about. I'm just confused.

Hopefully, I get better soon, and can write my adventures here
:D

My Beloved Watch

I just lost my watch. it happened this morning when I hurriedly went to campus. The damn thing is, I realized that my watch was missing, but I didn't search for it immediately because I had a class to attend. When I came to the class, it was a relief that the lecturer didn't come yet, but I still couldn't search for it because I was afraid she - my lecturer - would come soon.

After the class, I started searching for it but still couldn't find it. I've tried my best and asked the people around but still can't find it. I don't know whether someone has found and take it for their self or it is still there, in a place that I don't know.

It feels so hurt to lost something you love, I love my watch as I love the one who gave it to me, my mother. I've been so used with that watch till the loosing feeling is so deep.

I hope I can find it. I will.
seems like any other watch is wrong,
it is the only right
seems like my hand gonna empty forever
and missing it
forever
I love it
I love it
I hate it
I hate the fact that it is gone
I hate it
I hate the fact that I can't rely on it anymore
I hate it
I hate this very moment of my life