Too much to think about

Last week, I went to my friend's house in Purwakarta, it was a nice trip. I was having so much fun there
:D

I really want to up load the photos and write about my adventures there but I can't, because since I came back to Bandung, I always busy with my home work. I don't have time just to write the story in my blog.

In this weekend, I also have a lot of home work actually, but I really want to write something.

It is not a good weekend, because I'm feeling unwell now. I have much thing to do but I'm sick. Too much to thing about. I'm just confused.

Hopefully, I get better soon, and can write my adventures here
:D

My Beloved Watch

I just lost my watch. it happened this morning when I hurriedly went to campus. The damn thing is, I realized that my watch was missing, but I didn't search for it immediately because I had a class to attend. When I came to the class, it was a relief that the lecturer didn't come yet, but I still couldn't search for it because I was afraid she - my lecturer - would come soon.

After the class, I started searching for it but still couldn't find it. I've tried my best and asked the people around but still can't find it. I don't know whether someone has found and take it for their self or it is still there, in a place that I don't know.

It feels so hurt to lost something you love, I love my watch as I love the one who gave it to me, my mother. I've been so used with that watch till the loosing feeling is so deep.

I hope I can find it. I will.
seems like any other watch is wrong,
it is the only right
seems like my hand gonna empty forever
and missing it
forever
I love it
I love it
I hate it
I hate the fact that it is gone
I hate it
I hate the fact that I can't rely on it anymore
I hate it
I hate this very moment of my life

This photo was taken in Wednesday, 11, 23th 2011 at 1:42 pm
It doesn't look like me,
hhaha

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I just up date my status like this

"Why is it so hard for me to forgive her?
Is it as that bad?
I've never been like this before
My heart seems to be bleeding anytime I saw her, Why?
Is it as that hurt?
It never happened before

Come one, Lia
Don't be childish
Forget it!!

huft
I'm so sorry,
All I can do is trying"

Then, one of my friend said that I shouldn't do that,
because the 'her' above may interpret my words in a wrong way..
so I deleted it from my facebook and hoped nothing bad happened.
case close, isn't it?

but actually, I didn't mean to hurt anyone in that status,
I actually want to show my regret that I can't forgive her till right now,
I want everything alright and be like what it used to be.
We five were having a good time together, laughing, talking etc.
But my friend was right,
Just play save, I don't wanna have another 'miss understanding'
:)

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It is too complicated

It's new :)

I've tried so hard to make this blog until I have it,, hhe
I will write everything here
:)